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Our Circle Is Contaminated
This is not our ice.
This is not our weather.
Our circle is contaminated.
We eat meat needled with toxins,
breathe air infected with heat.
In the spirit world,
the ice is thick again and clean.
The drums, dances and stories
which held the ice together,
have fallen silent.
Waves are changing shape.
I can no longer draw a map from memory,
for the land changes faster
than I can blink.
At night the ocean screams.
We sit up, afraid to fall asleep,
afraid we'll wake with water
where our lungs should be.
Three moons ago, I came face to face
with Nanuq, as the last light
thumbed its way across the sky.
I could smell his rotting teeth.
His eyes were all fear.
He lay down before me and died.
The old ways disappeared
with his final breath.
I left him there, rocking gently
on melting ice, black water
licking at his nose.
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Mother Ice Bear
02:19
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Mother Ice Bear
Mother ice bear
has never betrayed the North.
Yet we curse her,
push her towards a dark unknown
of open water.
The seals have oil in their eyes.
She can see their souls are departing.
They smell of decay, not sustenance, not life.
Mother keeps her cubs herded close,
barks when then try to explore
a trembling ice floe off the shore.
She chases an Arctic fox.
He's been following them for months.
She loses him to the sea.
There is more noise in the arctic now,
icebergs cracking, the sea roaring
when it ought to be whispering.
Mother would walk with authority across the ice,
now she moves with apprehension.
She is weighted with sadness,
can't ignore how thin their shadows are
on the snow. They haven't seen blood in days.
Her cubs are the first ice bear cubs
to feel rain on their tongues
They are moving less now, sleeping more
while tiny wild flowers grow.
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Moon Whale
01:44
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Moon Whale
In the time before the warming,
when snow and ice and cold
defined us.
When seals blood
was not dense with poison.
Before men who'd never
been freezing
created precise boundaries.
Before it rained during summer.
Before Christian names.
Before our Shaman
had to keep stories hidden.
Before whisky, before smokes,
before children committed suicide.
Before we stopped pinching
the hearts of birds.
Before we stopped wiping
our children clean with our hair,
Before Nanook left
the land that had forever
belonged to him,
there lived the moon whale.
As long as three men,
heavy as two ice bears.
My father could make the same
special whistles, clicks and knocks.
Now the moon whale rots on the sea bed,
a memory of a magic this world
was too weak for.
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4. |
People Who Change Nature
04:30
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People Who Change Nature
Do you know what we are afraid of, white man?
Do you know what makes us shake in our mothers arms?
We're afraid of your power, it pulses like a light too bright.
We're afraid of how you attack the portrait of a land
like it has always been yours and yours only.
We're afraid that the maps we've memorised
will have changed so much it'll take more than one generation
to memorise new inlets and coves.
We're afraid because you've silenced our shaman.
Now he looks at the land like he's never before seen it.
We're afraid of your separation
from the animal world.
You people who change nature,
your separation is all too complete.
There is no going back for you.
The north will not be on your side again.
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Inuit Teachings
02:11
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Inuit Teachings
The far north
is no wasteland.
Its ice is all heart,
dancing in summer
coming together
in winter to sleep.
Polar bear liver
is poisonous
but walrus liver
is delicious enough
to fight over.
If you wish to save
the feathers of a bird,
you'd pinch its heart
until it stopped.
It takes six seal skins
to make a parka for a man.
Snow doesn't stick to wolf fur
and a drum can be made
out of the lung of a whale.
When hunting seals,
look for shadows in the water.
True wisdom is only to be found
away from people.
The cold effects how you breathe,
how you think.
If someone's hands become frozen,
cut open one of your dogs,
shove their hands into the stomach
until their fingers can feel again.
Remember to allow vulnerability
to strengthen your heart
and backbone.
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Powerful Echo
03:48
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Powerful Echo
The night you decided not to come back
from sleep, I knew. I didn't close my eyes.
Instead, I remembered all you had taught me.
To turn the polar bear's head to the sun,
so he can find his way home.
How to keep my chin and cheeks
from getting blackened by cold.
How to find the base of my grief,
manage it with company of friends,
my dogs and narwhal meat.
You had a smile for death. I heard
no gasp of sadness, no struggle,
no unwillingness to let go.
You went as quietly as a seal
from its breathing hole.
You taught me that to make a tattoo
I would need a bone needle, thread
blackened in the soot of a stone oil lamp.
You taught me that during pregnancy,
a woman should not eat caribou tongue,
marrow or innards, nor the front paws of an animal.
When I was a child, you recollected how
my mother sliced through my umbilical cord
with a slither of ice, then licked me clean.
How I cried out, demanding a name.
You swallowed worlds, regurgitated them
as stories, when the sea froze, the days
started to get dark and another kind of cold.
It has been almost a year since I took
the white man's liquorice
out from your pockets
and shared it with the children.
Almost a year since we dressed you
in your most beautiful winter garments,
carefully placed stones across your body.
I have come to you, nearly every day,
to talk, softly, about the people, our village.
My wife's belly is tight with child.
I put my head close, and can hear
the powerful echo as he turns.
He will have your name.
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Beluga
02:50
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Beluga
The white whale is hauled ashore,
his heavy body leaving deep, blood
stained passages in damp shale.
I thank this slow swimmer for coming
to the coast, for not leaving when
the rest of family made for the open sea.
As his body relaxes into the sand,
the ripped flesh around his open
wound flutters.
I think of how our organs
and skeletons are so similar.
I stand and watch my father
and grandfather cut into our
beached friend.
Blood, organs and thick intestines
spill into the churning shallows.
The dogs bray for the meaty soup,
pulling themselves back on their hind legs,
their mouths all teeth and dripping gums.
This beluga is long, healthy and fat.
Plenty will come from his carcass.
Anticipation swings about our heads
like bear hides drying in the brisk
north wind. We are all impatient to eat.
I crave the oily taste, its chewy texture
the satisfaction that I have been fed
by the sea.
My father and grandfather work fast.
Their knives are sharp, the blades
slip soundlessly through the blubber,
until all that is left is a memory of a
white whale in blood diluted with sea water.
We stock the fire with fat, chew cubes
of blubber, while mother tells us how she
once put her head into ice cluttered water,
when her father was busy gutting a seal,
and listened to the white ones gather around
the ice cap and sing a song of celebration
to their creator, Sedna, mother of the deep.
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8. |
Your Last Howl
03:08
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Your Last Howl
You understand now,
and for the first time in
your long life you whine.
I remember your opening
breath. The sun was but a pale
spot in the sky. You sucked
your mother’s milk off my fingers.
The air is sour with the scent
of weeping. We will never venture
south, over the sea ice for supplies,
then together come home again.
You started weak, but are
now powerfully built, with
an imposing physique.
Loyalty, affection, intelligence
all run marrow deep, but
they know none of this,
the mounted police.
To them, you’re nothing
but a risk, allowing us to roam.
They don't know we use
your urine for medicine.
They don’t understand
that dogs equal life.
My children have
to bury their puppies.
You were looking forward
to the hunt today, but now
your sister miscarries while
she dies. Your brother trails
blood over the hill as second,
third, fourth shots fail to kill.
The others have no way
to return home.
You howl in pain. A bastard
in red missed your heart,
but takes another suck
on a cigarette before he makes
you ready for the fire.
The smell will draw the bears.
The distance for furs and food
will be dangerous now, exhausting.
I take your fur as they light
the first piece of driftwood,
and cradle your heavy heart
in two hands.
In my ears there will always
be the echo of your last howl.
I have nothing now.
I have nothing.
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9. |
Nanuq Is Gone
03:07
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Nanuq Is Gone
Gone is Ursus Maritimus, Sea Bear,
Isbjorn, Lord of the Arctic,
White Bear, Ice Bear, Nanuq.
Gone is Seal's Dread, Rider of Icebergs,
Whale's Bane, Sailor of the Floe,
Tornassuk, White Sea Deer.
Gone is Bear of the North,
The Ever Wandering One.
In the Arctic, the ice is melting,
blurring like dirty glass giving way
to shimmering heat waves and
miles of open water.
The skinny Arctic fox waits,
flag ears erect. He looks for
that familiar silhouette
on the horizon.
He snaps at air to stop his jaws
from weakening.
Down wind, bodies of seals
quietly rot under an angry sun.
We have walked away
from our circle, past the tree line.
We have shed our parkas,
buried the words of our shaman,
shot our dogs while looking
in the other direction.
We are solid, tense and awkward
in the new world. Darkness oozes
into our open souls, sits on our
chests like blood gone bad.
The air is becoming sour in the arctic.
All life left there grows weaker.
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Speak Your Hurts
02:27
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Speak Your Hurts
Underneath the constellation
of the Great She-Bear,
Ursus Maritimus is overheating.
The Ever Wandering One used to be
the most powerful helping spirits
for the shaman of the north lands.
Before missionaries.
Before shamans were accused
of being in league with Satan
out there on the ice.
When a cub is born,
he fits into his mother's paw.
In the north, it's so quiet you can hear
your internal sounds, the rivers of your blood
the trembling mountain of your heart.
The Inuit say you ought to speak your hurts,
before they're iced in, before they're frozen
to your soul.
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This Is Not My North Anymore
We have betrayed the north,
why should she forgive us
for what we have done?
My dogs know, they have known
since the first time my heart fell
from my chest, and I needed to gather
it back and try to adapt to the new ways.
You must know, an Inuit man is nothing
without his dogs.
I never expected to be gone before them.
Back, back before the ice started dying,
their fur was carried off by the wind
always before their master's
last breath.
Their wolf songs collect on the wind.
I taste their grief on my tongue,
I swallow it, I will carry it.
My family, my sacred mountains,
they cry with no noise.
The morning brought seals
too many seals.
The meat is not how I remember.
They are sick, offering themselves
in hordes, begging for death.
Their eyes are all agony.
But I do not want to die hungry,
I eat.
I chose the floe yesterday,
the floe that will take me home
to my ancestors.
I am surprised it is still there today
for the warmth is taking everything
it long took away my happiness.
My family, my dogs stand on the shore,
we watch each other
until the skyline is drenched in fog
and then
I undress
I offer my furs my skins
to the sea, to Sedna
There is rain on my body
I have never felt it before now
the ice suckles on my skin,
the rain, black needles,
this is not how it was supposed to be.
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12. |
The Ice Is Dead
02:58
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The Ice Is Dead
No more is the Arctic everlasting cold.
The death of the ice has driven us south.
We waited until the rain came,
until our snow houses thawed
and everything we'd ever known
blurred into non-existence.
We left in boats,
crouched, small, tight, afraid.
There was nothing above whispers,
the screams of our ancestors
echoing loudly enough
in our ears.
We all left, except the elders.
There was no other place for their souls
than where the ice went.
We left them singing to a weak aurora.
It was due north always.
Now there is no north to go back to.
We first tasted disaster
when birds with red breasts came,
a bird for which the Inuit has no name.
When we saw, for the first time,
fat grizzlies touching noses
with emaciated polar bears.
When flowers bloomed earlier,
when ice broke up before it should.
There were whispers about the permafrost,
that it had been disturbed and there was
no more time to put it to sleep
When the grease from the meat
tasted like chemicals.
When the air was choked with the sound of gulls.
When there was open water everywhere.
Everything ancient went to fast,
Nanook, the moon whale, the walrus.
The north is dead now.
Some say that in the Arctic,
nothing is ever really lost,
but they're wrong.
The cold is never coming back.
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